Saturday, 26 November 2011

The Little Girl's Forest






   Looking out from her bedroom window Leandra could always see the forest, looming in the distance, another world untouched by cement and brick. For a younger, more childish Leandra it had been a source of endless imaginative stories and characters; she used to envision faeries dancing in the leaves, wearing dresses sewn from spider silk with dew drop embellishments. Unicorns would hide shyly amongst the trunks, their cover exposed when sunbeams broke through the foliage and flashed against their clean white fur. Leandra even imagined an ogre making his home there; ugly, smelly and 10ft tall, but a kind and gentle soul who was actually a great cook.

   Now that she was older she knew it was nonsense to think of such fantasies as reality. The faeries were actually spiders, her unicorns everyday deer, the ogre quite possibly a bear. Still, the forest presented an amusement. It was such a curiosity to her, she a city-bred girl whose outside experience amounted to berry picking at the local farms with a favourite aunt. Despite the ever consuming mass of the city, this black forest outside her window had remained in place, never changing, a constant view.

   Home from university, sick with an imaginary flu that conveniently excused her from a midterm biology test, Leandra had found herself bored with the usual digestion of television and video games. From the corner of her eye she saw the forest. It simply sat on the horizon as always. There was nothing special or inviting about it today. Yet Leandra grabbed her sweater and sneakers anyway. The porch door slammed behind her, as if bidding goodbye, good luck, be safe.

   It was roughly noon when she left. It was not a very thrilling or long walk. Leandra simply crossed the large empty lots that separated her house and the tree line. The area had been cleared away years ago for a housing development project that never took off. Up close, the forest was almost a disappointment. Rather than giant trees with trunks so big you couldn’t wrap your arms around them, the bush was made up of scraggly anorexic birch and thinned out shrubs. Leandra had half a mind to walk away. The forest of her childhood was nothing more than sticks. But she went in anyway, and looking back at the situation now she couldn’t say why.